My Name is Blackwell


This is a Baldur's Gate 3 fan fiction.
A retelling of an entire Dark Urge campaign.
I am not associated with Larian Studios in any capacity. (Obviously.)
Thank you.


I want to be like Stephen King—live in Maine, snort ass loads of cocaine, and write forever.
(Fucking nailed it.)

All I do is write Desolate Oath. If you're reading this, I am currently writing Desolate Oath.
Or working my day job. Or at lunch, at work, writing Desolate Oath.
How much have I played? A lot.
(Snapped on 9/1/2025)
I only play as the Dark Urge, and I only play as Vash. I've beaten the game as Tav Vash once, and it felt empty and sad. Durge is absolutely intended to be the main character of the game. There is so much story threaded into his character, I highly recommend at least one Durge campaign to anyone, regardless of whether you embrace or resist. It's the most compelling story either way.
Embrace it though. Break your heart. Watch them die. Feel your bowels churn as you see everyone you learned to love succumb to their fate by your addled hands and fractured mind. You are God. They are your toys. Your mercy is a curse that only delays their inevitable death. Kill them. KILL THEM NOW.



This story stems from a joke I made on reddit that turned into a, "Haha... unless" situation. This story is basically a lot of therapy crushed into a single fan fic that I'm sharing publically on the internet.


There is a 'parent' fan fic from Danis's perspective that I initially wrote as a short story which further inspired this. I intend to publish it on this site eventually. But yeah, I fell into that fan fic writer's trap, where I told myself this was going to be three short stories, and now it's all this.
Mission failed successfully.

Socials:
Check me out on AO3, link on homepage.
Discord: Void Horse Saloon


(I recycled an old server for this, so it's been purged and looks empty.
I'm online 99% of the time. Just @ me.)

Now go get yourself some Buddha, you degenerate.


Buddham saranam gacchami,
Dhammam saranam gacchami,
Sangham saranam gacchami.

Relevant Links


The 4 Noble Truths, The 8 Fold Path, and The 5 Precepts
5 Vows by Joanna Macy
The Five Mindfulness Trainings
Medicine Buddha Mantra for Healing
Green Tara Mantra for Feminine Inspiration and Loving Kindness
A Memorized Recitation of the Lotus Sutra by Western Buddhist Monks


Shani Shanti Shanti.


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